God I feel small today
So much spiraling out of my hands
Facts and figures of great leaders at my fingertips
All out of my control.

God I feel insignificant
Like if I just had more time to read
Or if I had a week to sit back and to learn
Soak up more of what I need.

God I know that you're working on me
I haven't felt this uncomfortable in a long time
Like you're asking me to do bigger, better things
And you're breaking me.
Telling me to stand.
Snapping bands.
Loosing chains.
Stand up.
Speak up.
Light.
Salt.