Sleep was not happening last night. The body was willing, but the mind was too strong. Thoughts upon thoughts piled up. Not about anything specific. Not about any one thing. On the contrary, I was too ADHD to concentrate on anything more than about 30 seconds before my mind was on to the next thing. So very tired then, so very tired now.

Hard to believe, I am getting married in 2 and a half weeks. Hard to believe in the best possible way. Hard to believe that I get to spend my life with this man. Hard to believe in an undeserving, can't believe that daydreams come true type of way.

The getting married thing might play into the unable to sleep thing. Maybe.